Never Not Broken

Sorry to write so many “woe is me” posts in a row. But it’s just what’s coming out right now. I’m so angry at the moment. Nothing makes me feel better. Just a lot of pent up frustration. I feel … Continue reading

What Will You Do When You Succeed?

What Will You Do When You Succeed?

Tuesday was cycle day one for me. Yet another failed cycle. I was definitely angry about it. I thought for sure we were in the zone this time. I had what I thought was implantation bleeding a week before, but … Continue reading

Implantation Bleeding or Cycle Day One?

Implantation Bleeding or Cycle Day One?

Hell if I know. Last night I went from laughing and dancing to despair in one trip to the bathroom. Some of my favorite ladies came over for belly dance practice, but after my bathroom break and finding evidence of … Continue reading

Another Two Week Wait

Another Two Week Wait

I went to the doctor’s office yesterday morning. And was stuck there for about three hours total because the lab is understaffed. Even though it was a hassle and took time out of my day, I’m glad I went. Because … Continue reading

Positive OPKs, Working While TTC & Making Lists vs Making Tea

When this post goes live on Tuesday morning, I will be firmly ensconced at my temporary work station starting at 4 AM.  You see for pledge drives, even a one day pledge drive, I must set up a system of … Continue reading

OPK- Whose Line Is It Anyway?#itwillhappen

OPK- Whose Line Is It Anyway?#itwillhappen

I had a dream two nights ago in which I summoned the forces of nature to help with some landscaping. It was a bit of overkill. I mean a tsunami just to level out a yard? Come on Kristin-brain. But last … Continue reading

Singing The Femara Blues #itwillhappen

Singing The Femara Blues #itwillhappen

This post was supposed to be about some new technology I’ve recently acquired to assist in my writing ventures.  But the words wouldn’t come.  I had a really good opening line, but then— nothing. And the reason the muse refused … Continue reading

It Will Happen: An HFM Experiment- Guided Imagery CD Review

It Will Happen: An HFM Experiment- Guided Imagery CD Review

I bought this CD (or rather mp3) when I was still going to acupuncture weekly.  I had a hard time sitting still for 45 minutes with little needles in my skin.  Some folks find it easy to relax, but often I would … Continue reading

Back in the Saddle Again: Full Time TTC

Back in the Saddle Again: Full Time TTC

We’ve taken our break from the ups and downs of TTC (trying to conceive.)  Took time off for the holidays and to let winter pass- the hibernation season when nothing grows.  So yesterday, on a rainy spring day in the … Continue reading

Impending Birthdays & National Infertility Awareness Week

Impending Birthdays & National Infertility Awareness Week

This has been one of the most difficult posts I’ve ever tried to write.  And I’m not exactly sure why.  Originally I just wanted to touch on the fact that I turn 31 years old tomorrow and that my birthday … Continue reading